Lou Reed, 1. 94. 2 2. Words for Lou The Apollo December 1. Laurie Anderson Intro Welcome dear friends. Were meeting here this evening because its a very special day its the fiftieth day after Lous death. Lou and I were meditators. We were students of Buddhism and also artists so we had lots of reasons to try to understand how life and death can. I was with Lou the morning he died and he knew exactly what was happening. Beach_Head_01.jpg' alt='Tai Game Beach Head 2008' title='Tai Game Beach Head 2008' />He had described this feeling the week before of slipping down through the. And that Sunday morning he said its happening again now. Tabtight professional, free when you need it, VPN service. Wasted money on unreliable and slow multihosters LinkSnappy is the only multihost that works. Download from ALL Filehosts as a premium user at incredibly fast speedsA dictionary of words and phrases used in Singlish and Singapore English with examples from published works. And then he had an expression on his face that I had only. Aplikasi Efek Gitar Pc Terbaik. Thats what it looked like. Inexpressible wonder and incredible joy. We had been up the whole night before talking and we had actually gotten the chance to practice the things we had talked about, moving the breath up. He was doing tai chi the 2. Game-PS2-1.jpg?fit=720%2C485&ssl=1' alt='Tai Game Beach Head 2008' title='Tai Game Beach Head 2008' />In the morning he demanded to go out on the porch Take me into the light he said. And it was only a few days later that I realized that light was. According to the Tibetan Book of the Dead after death all beings spend forty nine days in the bardo. And the bardo is a place or really a process that. Tibetans believe the spirit or, lets say, the energy prepares to take another life form. The thing thats forbidden by the Tibetan Book of the Dead also called the Great Liberation Through Hearing is crying. Crying is not allowed because. So no crying. Lou was a master of friendship and so for the past 4. Sunday afternoon getting together at home and. Lou and his life and what he did and said and how very deeply he had changed our lives. During the last 7 weeks Ive heard literally hundreds of stories mostly about Lous kindness and generosity he put me through college he gave me two. Each Sunday circled around a different part of his life. One afternoon was about design glasses apps gadgets lenses chefs he was working with on. Hal. Yesterday was the final 4. And Im thinking about Lous beautiful record Transformer which has a new meaning with his transformation from a living person into pure energy Today is the 5. One minute after Lous heart stopped I called our Rinpoche to set in motion the 4. This is now complete. So we have asked all of you here today because you were his friends and so that you can join us in this most important moment of all the liberation. We wanted to be here at the Apollo near Lexington and 1. Here he comes our sweet sweet Lou. Outro I want to thank all the friends who are here this evening and have been part of the last 4. Lou and the way their lives intertwined. And thank you to all the people who performed all of you were especially loved by Lou for your friendship. And thanks to all of you who have joined us this evening. I wasnt really ready for this. I wasnt ready for all the crazy things that have happened since Lou died. Ive learned more in the last 5. I. have in my whole life things I could never have predicted or imagined things about time and energy and transformation and about love and life and death. I began to see things as if for the first time. Its as if the world has suddenly opened and everything is illuminated and transparent. And I have had the great experience of actually living in the present. Im sure will take me the rest. I want to tell you a little more about that but I mostly want to say a few things about my 2. Lous partner and wife and he my husband and. From the moment we met Lou and I started to talk and we talked non stop about everything conceivable for 2. We talked about love and work and ambition and sorrow. We talked about what we really wanted in life and how to get off the treadmill of doing the same. We talked a lot about how to get rid of the endless chattering that goes on in your mind. We talked about how to make something beautiful, what to do when you fail, about how to make something ugly. Because we were meditators and also artists we talked a lot about various ways to see the self self branding for marketing reason, the difference between the self and the writer about the self. But then Lou knew how to escape. He had learned how not to be Lou Reed many years ago. He could put Lou Reed on and take him off like one of his. He knew how that worked. Windows Ce Drivers Wireless. And he also knew how to get inside other people to jump inside them and see the world through their eyes and jump out again and write about it. Ill be your mirror was not only a song it was his alchemy, his magic, his compassion for other people which he knew how to feel. Lou and I talked about music and song writing and the way Lou wrote was he would wake up in the morning or the middle of the night and just write the. For me to me this was infuriating to me who was whittling away at every word and looking at them through magnifying glasses. Lou did not hide his emotions. Everyone who knew him saw him cry unselfconsciously when he heard something unspeakably beautiful or saw something that. He lived for beauty in all ways. People who knew him also sometimes experienced his anger and his fury. But in the last few years each time he was angry it was followed by an apology. Lou knew what he was doing and what he was going for. We also did so many things together we went out almost every night in New York to see playa and music and shows and concerts. We went to Africa, we. Lolabelle and Will, we invented. Playing with Lou was such a blast. Everyone who has done that knows hell change the tempo and slide into the words in a way youve never heard before. As a partner in both work and love Lou was true and he was completely transparent. I never had a single doubt that we loved each other beyond anything. Almost every day we said and you you are the love of my life or some version of that in. We knew exactly what we had and we were both beyond grateful. Lou helped me in countless ways as a partner and critic and writer. When I was having trouble finishing a record and was endlessly complaining and. I cant stand hearing about this one more second Im going to come into the studio and work on this with you and stay there until. Now this sounded kind of ominous. But it was so wonderful he put so much energy into it and it was so much fun and so. As a partner Lou was also a witness which seems to me to be one of the greatest things about being a couple to be able to say to someone Did that just. Did you see what I just saw No thats not the way it was at all Remember when you said that before and you were wrong then and youre probably wrong now. We didnt have the kind of relationship where the other person has the qualities that you lack and you try to make a complete person by combining the. We didnt complete each others sentences either. I never really knew where things were going. And even if I was angry and frustrated I was. Like many people who are couples there is a part of you that becomes joint the part of you that makes the adjustments you need to make with your own. So when one of the couple dies or leaves what happens to that part of you the part that was the mix I was not ready for the shock of that I had never read or heard anything about that but what has happened is something so amazing The part that was doing the accommodating that part has been suddenly filled with the most overwhelming energy and boundless joy and love. This has. been so unexpected and weird and surprising that I hardly know what to do with this happiness and it will take me the rest of my life to contain it. Lou and I talked about instinct.